First Post...

So many people have these blogs. I'm not really a "blogger," but I love to read other people's. I'm still asking myself why I started one...I don't really think there are very many people that care what I'm doing, since it isn't much! Maybe I started it just to talk to myself, I'm not sure. I guess if that is why, then I'm fine with that. Sometimes I just need to clear my head and maybe this will help me do that.

I have had a real problem lately, well for a long time, with racing thoughts. All the time. During the day, but mostly at night in bed, which I'm sure everyone has problems with from time to time. I find myself thinking of so many things all the time, at the same time, that I forget to spend enough time on the important things. Most importantly, spending time with the kids with no outside distractions. Like tv, for instance. It's hard for me to concentrate, really concentrate on them if the tv is on in the background. I have become dependant on noise. Is that strange? Like coffee or soda, I crave distraction. I wonder why that is...I think I'll think about this for awhile and see what I come up with. I have to go now and pick up the girls from school. Later...